Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Struggling but loving the changes for school

As I am writing this, I can't come up with a title. I have been struggling with a lot of things right now. Everything keeps changing and I am totally good with the parts that are changing. I am good with who I am teaching with next year. I can't wait to be partners with Ms. Trenholm. I love her a lot and I can't wait to spend time together other than right now during the summer. We had fun in Tucson for sure. I am glad that I am going to teach a different grade next year. I don't want to be like some who get so use to one grade that they never want to change. This is one of the things that I am struggling with right now. It is just a bit much for me to handle with some people that I know can do it all just like everyone else. I can't wait to see how this next school year is going to go and I am excited for it.

However this is what I am really struggling with. I am going to be 25 in two months. That is so hard to take. I am still single and still have no children. Sure I have usually 25 kids in my classroom, but those are not mine. This is the big thing I am struggling with. I just worry if I am still single at 25, will the same hold true at 30. If so, I don't know what I will do. I know this is stupid, but right now it is kind of killing me.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Summer Vacation

Well I have been on vacation for almost a month now. Has it really been a vacation? No way! The first week was summer school and then to Tucson for a week for school and then one more week of summer school. That brings us to today. So now my vacation can start. Once I have a chance I will post pictures of Tucson. Tucson was great! The resort was wonderful and I loved the town. I want to go back so badly!!!